From your characters point of view Essay

I knew that magnanimous Bastard was disquiet as soon as I saw him in the office that first day they twain arrived on the ranch. When I saw him turned apart from me I knew what his sort was interchangeable, big guys who thought they contract the place jus cos of their size. An he didnt even answer my question, jus stood thither equivalent a big lump staring at me. I knew they was gonna cause trouble. I heard from the other(a) guys that Lennie was a equitable worker I give him that solely he still was odd, neer was with the guys always by himself, with George or with that damn deliver that boil down gave him.Carlson always express he never said a name unless George was there or if he allowed it, stupid Bastard. I mean I heard things astir(predicate) guys like that who were big and smart but this guy, Lennie, was different altogether he was almost like a claw I didnt manage he was capable of mangling my occur, permit alone kill my wife. But you never k immediately lo oks can be different than what is genuine, you get to know these things when you see these squats come work and past leave, you see it all the season. Since Lennie first come to the ranch I had a hunch, and when he did what he did to my go along I knew that he was not only mean but he was atrocious.I never told or so my sacrifice before, I know what the other guys on the ranch would say, Me, the bosses son being beat up by some guy who couldnt put two and two together, I Wasnt gonna let em know, I wasnt gonna let my wife know that her husband got beat up by that Bastard. Them only been on the ranch couple o weeks and Slim letting em getting out with it, I wasnt gonna say Nothing. Slim has a way with words, all the guys trust him. So when my hand got busted by Lennie I was real furious, it made me real mad.I was Jus looking for my wife when it began I spose, so she has something to do with it, She is always departure off and when Im looking for her I could never find her. No t knowing where your wife is can ruin a man. An people were sayin things about her. do me wonder I spose so I go looking for her in the barn where it been mentioned she was and Slim said to be in there too. My wife had been looking at Slim for a while so I was mad and made my way to the barn. Slim was there but not my wife, so we have an Argument and it ends up with my hand being busted.I mean whats a guy spose to forecast when his wife is looking around at the men? An Slim would be what you call a veracious catch I spose, But that means that he aint no better than me. When I started on him I never thought about what he could do to my hand, he always was so quiet and looked like he could never hurt anything even though he was a big bastard. The look in his eyes when he unless grabbed my hand, I had never seen it in a guy before an I wont wanna be seeing it again too soon I can tell ya. I havent seen a guy so mad before, sure I have got a temper I get mad a lot, but this Lennie w as just mental.He jus had this look of abhor in his eyes, I was angry but for a big guy like that to take expediency of his size is out of order. He had no right to jus do that kind of shit to me. He just took hold of my hand and then crushed it within his own palm, the pain was unbelievable and the other guys jus stood there watchin him do it. Before he fought back I heard George in the background tellin him to do it. I knew they travelled together but I didnt think that that they was that close, I was proven wrong, Lennie always did what George told him to and that date was no exception.His grasp on my hand grew tighter and I was in pain, I couldnt think about anything else but the feeling in my hand, and what I must have looked like to the other guys but then after it got to its worse all I could think about was what would be leftfield of my hand after the big bastard had finished. An If only George hadnt told him to do it, It wouldnt have happened, he still makes me mad the way he is still here working on the ranch with Slim. I could feel the bones in my hand breaking, I never had thought of pain like that before. My hand still is now messed up. Dont think its ever gonna be the same, and neither is he.As soon as I saw him I had it in for him, but after him mangling my hand I wanted revenge. Things werent so good between me and my wife but that was no excuses for her death. The Dumb bastard was out for me too, and he got me, twice. I knew the way he spent all that bloody time with that pup that he was strange, I had warned her about spending time with the guys on the ranch, her being the only woman was dangerous but he was the last guy I woulda thought would take advantage. He never was evoke in things like that, he didnt come to town with us ever, and jus stayed in the barn with that pup.I had said for her to stay in the house, but for a woman to do what she is told is something that doesnt happen easily. I spose it was also her fault stupid bitch goi ng where she aint wanted gettin herself into trouble something was gonna happen sooner or later. The guys was just out in the yard playing horseshoes, I wasnt gonna join in and be humiliated by them all laughing at my hand. I jus sat down an watched didnt know what was going on else where. The beside thing I know old candy is calling from after-school(prenominal) the barn saying for us to come quick.She was jus there face down on the straw, I had never seen her be so still. But then I thought and knew what had happened, me an Slim rushed up to her and Slim jus said she was dead. I knew at once that the big bastard had been in there with that damn pup. I knew it was him form the start, he couldnt help himself, He wanted to make trouble and this was the last time I was going to be humiliated he had gone one way too far. I wasnt disturbed by her death really bad, I was jus mad with the Bastard I knew it was him an I was gonna do something about it.Carlson knew it was him too, an I co uld see it in Georges eyes that he also knew what was going on. I wasnt gonna let Lennie get away with it either. My wife was a slow bitch but it was Lennie who took her life and he wasnt gonna get out of this one by the other guys keeping em Quiet. I had done that already once, when I could have got him canned, but I didnt for my pride now he had the life of my wife. But George was his friend, regardless of this he still went looking for him. I was suspicious though, I mean they travelled together and how did I know that he wasnt gonna help Lennie get away and escape.But I Spose the dumb bastard wouldnt make it on his own without some other guy helping him out or getting him outa shit. When me and the guys saw Lennie lying on the floor next to George I was livid, I hadnt killed the angry Bastard myself, I was gonna make him suffer the way I had. I dont know everything that went on but what I do know is that Lennie was to agitate for the death of my wife and my hand was never gonn a be the same cos of him being a crazy Bastard. I could see that they were gonna mess things up, an I was right.